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Calmwaters said:
Other than not having your cherrios how at you feeling?
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Doing ok. Had to accept some realities today during meeting w/Oncologist. Spent 10 yrs saying don’t tell me the %’s, cause I will always be in the % that defies the odds ~ and I did; each and every time. Until now. The lesions throughout spine, pelvis, hips and now the right femur have caught up. I will be using a walker and I cry even to type that word. I feel 35 yrs old in my head, and I love to be outdoors doing cool stuff. And how the F am I supposed to climb up on my awesome new reefing ladder (just watch me biatches)!

I also don’t want to talk about this on R2R; even though I bring it up all the time in my build thread. I do so for two reasons, 1) what if that helps someone else and encourages them in whatever they are going through, and 2) you guys ask me occasionally and how can I not answer a question coming from love? Not to mention I don’t have anyone to really express how I feel; I usually give the edited version to family as it’s just too much to bare after all these years.

So, I’m thinking that moving forward here on R2R that I won’t discuss and if anyone wants that type of update, please just DM me. It’s clear I’m an open book, but I just want the public facing Esaboe to be less C girl and more reef gurl.

Love ya all!
 
ESABOE said:
Doing ok. Had to accept some realities today during meeting w/Oncologist. Spent 10 yrs saying don’t tell me the %’s, cause I will always be in the % that defies the odds ~ and I did; each and every time. Until now. The lesions throughout spine, pelvis, hips and now the right femur have caught up. I will be using a walker and I cry even to type that word. I feel 35 yrs old in my head, and I love to be outdoors doing cool stuff. And how the F am I supposed to climb up on my awesome new reefing ladder (just watch me biatches)!

I also don’t want to talk about this on R2R; even though I bring it up all the time in my build thread. I do so for two reasons, 1) what if that helps someone else and encourages them in whatever they are going through, and 2) you guys ask me occasionally and how can I not answer a question coming from love? Not to mention I don’t have anyone to really express how I feel; I usually give the edited version to family as it’s just too much to bare after all these years.

So, I’m thinking that moving forward here on R2R that I won’t discuss and if anyone wants that type of update, please just DM me. It’s clear I’m an open book, but I just want the public facing Esaboe to be less C girl and more reef gurl.

Love ya all!
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So sorry sweetie I will continue to pray for you and your family.
 
Good morning everyone!
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ESABOE said:
Doing ok. Had to accept some realities today during meeting w/Oncologist. Spent 10 yrs saying don’t tell me the %’s, cause I will always be in the % that defies the odds ~ and I did; each and every time. Until now. The lesions throughout spine, pelvis, hips and now the right femur have caught up. I will be using a walker and I cry even to type that word. I feel 35 yrs old in my head, and I love to be outdoors doing cool stuff. And how the F am I supposed to climb up on my awesome new reefing ladder (just watch me biatches)!

I also don’t want to talk about this on R2R; even though I bring it up all the time in my build thread. I do so for two reasons, 1) what if that helps someone else and encourages them in whatever they are going through, and 2) you guys ask me occasionally and how can I not answer a question coming from love? Not to mention I don’t have anyone to really express how I feel; I usually give the edited version to family as it’s just too much to bare after all these years.

So, I’m thinking that moving forward here on R2R that I won’t discuss and if anyone wants that type of update, please just DM me. It’s clear I’m an open book, but I just want the public facing Esaboe to be less C girl and more reef gurl.

Love ya all!
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It's all good none of mind so just say what you need to say. :smiling-face-with-smiling-eyes:
That's what we're here for.
In my prayers.
Peace.
 
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ESABOE said:
Doing ok. Had to accept some realities today during meeting w/Oncologist. Spent 10 yrs saying don’t tell me the %’s, cause I will always be in the % that defies the odds ~ and I did; each and every time. Until now. The lesions throughout spine, pelvis, hips and now the right femur have caught up. I will be using a walker and I cry even to type that word. I feel 35 yrs old in my head, and I love to be outdoors doing cool stuff. And how the F am I supposed to climb up on my awesome new reefing ladder (just watch me biatches)!

I also don’t want to talk about this on R2R; even though I bring it up all the time in my build thread. I do so for two reasons, 1) what if that helps someone else and encourages them in whatever they are going through, and 2) you guys ask me occasionally and how can I not answer a question coming from love? Not to mention I don’t have anyone to really express how I feel; I usually give the edited version to family as it’s just too much to bare after all these years.

So, I’m thinking that moving forward here on R2R that I won’t discuss and if anyone wants that type of update, please just DM me. It’s clear I’m an open book, but I just want the public facing Esaboe to be less C girl and more reef gurl.

Love ya all!
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I continue to pray! With out ever meeting you in person I can tell you are a very strong person, I admire that.
 
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ESABOE said:
Doing ok. Had to accept some realities today during meeting w/Oncologist. Spent 10 yrs saying don’t tell me the %’s, cause I will always be in the % that defies the odds ~ and I did; each and every time. Until now. The lesions throughout spine, pelvis, hips and now the right femur have caught up. I will be using a walker and I cry even to type that word. I feel 35 yrs old in my head, and I love to be outdoors doing cool stuff. And how the F am I supposed to climb up on my awesome new reefing ladder (just watch me biatches)!

I also don’t want to talk about this on R2R; even though I bring it up all the time in my build thread. I do so for two reasons, 1) what if that helps someone else and encourages them in whatever they are going through, and 2) you guys ask me occasionally and how can I not answer a question coming from love? Not to mention I don’t have anyone to really express how I feel; I usually give the edited version to family as it’s just too much to bare after all these years.

So, I’m thinking that moving forward here on R2R that I won’t discuss and if anyone wants that type of update, please just DM me. It’s clear I’m an open book, but I just want the public facing Esaboe to be less C girl and more reef gurl.

Love ya all!
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I think I can speak for all of us here. You have never once been thought of as the C girl. You are just one of us. A reefer. You have always been reef gurl.
 
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00W said:
It's all good none of mind so just say what you need to say. :smiling-face-with-smiling-eyes:
That's what we're here for.
In my prayers.
Peace.
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Thank you Joel.
 
kevgib67 said:
I continue to pray! With out ever meeting you in person I can tell you are a very strong person, I admire that.
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Thank you Kev and so are you; so are you!

My prayers to all of us every day!
 
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