As for my stock selections, I made a conscious choice that I didn't want to start with "beginner" animals only to throw them out later because they weren't what I wanted. What becomes of them then? Cycle starters? I get too attached to just abandon them later because I want something else.
I do agree that the goniopora was premature. The dragonet I can handle. The green mandarin I had did great (on my plan of action, I might add - buying him pods and training him over) and, supposedly at least - grain of salt on this one -, scooters are a little easier. And I had to try to take this one. It's wild-caught and quite young and despite that they were expecting it to eat flakes. FLAKES.
I never expected this to be easy. I do think I got into it too suddenly - it was supposed to be a couple of years before I could even start up. But I'm catching up.
My other dreams got wrenched out from under me when I developed fibromyalgia. I'm not letting go of this one just because I'm running into some difficulties.
EDIT: Oh, and hopefully we caught this problem soon enough that this will be the _only_ time the place is bug-bombed. I'm sick of fighting roaches. I've dealt with them for at least a solid two years and if bombing will nip this in the bud and keep me from having to go through that again - well - it scares me yo death as far as my tank goes but so be it. I'll be doing everything in my power to protect my tank during the event.