So my 90 is maturing well and I'm happy with the way it's going. Things are growing and the fish all seem happy. I'm getting sad as I watch the aquatic community I've created because I know it's time is limited. Soon I will be tearing down this system in order to move on to my next creation. While I'm excited about the new challenges and opportunities before me I can't help but feel the sadness from the ending of the adventures that my current system has provided me. It leaves me pondering the "what if" and "what could have been" on this 2 yr old tank. It's not like I had a crash or a bout with disease. This is a choice that I'm making which makes it so much more bittersweet. I tell myself it's better now than 4 or 5 years in with hopes that it will make the choice feel more justifiable and rational. But still there's this sense that I'm cutting short something that could have been great by turning my attention towards something new and unknown.
So I ask this to other reefers and members. Am I alone in my feelings of guilt? Do others feel the same way when they choose to move on or upgrade. Please share stories of your systems in the past and transitions to the new. Again, I hope to hear from others as their has been complaints of no use or chatter here as opposed to fb. Let's keep this place alive by beginning to interact. Share your stories with me and others.
So I ask this to other reefers and members. Am I alone in my feelings of guilt? Do others feel the same way when they choose to move on or upgrade. Please share stories of your systems in the past and transitions to the new. Again, I hope to hear from others as their has been complaints of no use or chatter here as opposed to fb. Let's keep this place alive by beginning to interact. Share your stories with me and others.


