“What doesn't kill you makes you, makes you stronger”
I would like to smack the person who coined that phrase. But it is so true. Sarah, I am not sure if you saw on my thread that I went through a pretty rough time last January. Gosh in some ways it seems like yesterday because I’m still dealing with some of the problems, and other what day it seems like forever ago. Regarding the pain, pain can be debilitating emotionally and physically. It’s hard for other people who’ve never been through that kind of pain you’re experiencing (Especially the healthcare providers) to understand what you’re going through. They think they understand because they’ve seen it so many times. But they really don’t.
And believe it or not even though at this time you’re still being traumatized by your experience time truly does heal all pain. And one day you’ll look back and not even remember how bad it truly was. You will only remember when little things happen to remind you.
As I sit here reading your story and seeing your pictures I am reminded of what I went through. And my heart breaks for you because I do remember how hard it was, and how much it hurt. I can only say that with time you will get better.
Very recently, I realized that the feeling of hardware no longer bothers me as much as it used to, and it hurts less. I have included a few pictures for you in case you did not see them in my thread. The last is me on my ATV. I was afraid I would never ride again. But that is 5 months after surgery!
The girl who used a tonka truck me move a concrete pad under her dirty spider filled crawl space will triumph over pins screws and pain.