Find a good Psychiatrist, read and read tell you can't read no more and then research everything, simply do not take what you read on all the forums 100%, research all info gathered because what works for one does not mean it will work for you. Ask questions, call suppliers and ask questions ( why should I buy yours over theirs ) saying a few prayers can't hurt.
So welcome to the Reef Hobby ( Reef Land ) where Time and Money will bring a whole new meaning to you. Where 1 hour somehow becomes 2 and $100.00 becomes $500.00. Where positive things go slow and bad things happen at lighting speeds, where finding a good Forum like this, will pat you on your back when things go well and help you wipe those tears and say " next time will be better ". One last thing never and I mean never leave receipts ling around from your purchases, as this will lead to Couples Counselling or worse your exit from Reef Land.
Just remember once you chose to enter into Reef Land it is for life as you may be able leave it but it will never leave you!
Good luck my friend and may the Reefing Gods shine upon your journey!