Today’s lesson: don’t get hung up on one thing you are struggling with. It can actually take away from what you really enjoy about this hobby.
Well I'm not out yet

. Fortunately another reefer made the post with wondering if they should throw in the towel. I was able to benefit from it. They got a LOT of supportive replies and honest negative feedback type replies. Honestly both types were not really that helpful. The ones that were helpful and stood out were the ones that made me think about what I really liked about the hobby.
Was it the assembly? Was it the fish I kept or the garden I wanted? Was it fun (the most subjective of all questions)?
When reading them, I simply looked at my tank and realized . I like the shimmering water and currents my pumps make, I enjoy my clowns being well clowns. I really like enjoy inverts busily going about doing their thing. I remembered, every night I fell asleep when the lights lowered.
The corals were nice but just one part of the equation. I started this tank because I wanted cleaner shrimp. I do feel like I lost enthusiasm. However, I think a lot of what I perceived as enthusiastic was a bit of obsessiveness and inpatients.
I feel like I can wait. Im just going to let these corals I have just be and grow. I'm not going to worry to much about whether or not I have coralline algae. I'm not going to chase numbers unreasonably. I dont have the energy to do so and it is taking away from the things I enjoy.
With that said I'm going to immediately contradict myself, sorry. I did do a week of water testing to see if I am consuming anything in general. I also wanted to see if how my feeding was affecting my nitrates and phosphates. This is more of a point check I am not going to worry about the numbers unless they are on the extreems.
I mixed water to 35.4 ppm salinity with Tropic Marin Pro reef salt. I started with a 30% water change.
The result are as follows.
Nitrate
Phosphate
Calcium
Magnesium
Alkalinity
PH
Salinity
What I learned.
1) I could not do two tests and get the same exact reading back to back. I learned how to get closer however. I now rinse my cuvettes with distilled water before testing.
2) I think I have some calcium in my RODI (DI will not get all Calcium out). Rinsing in distilled made the endpoint clearer and a bit lower. I'm going to test my RODI and see if I can get a reading.
3) Most of my phosphate is coming from my pellets' food. If I feed a pinch in the AM I can keep it between .03 and .15 if it is around there ill be happy.
4) Since I have been feeding more my nitrates are up. I really don't know how to bring them down without loosing phosphate. I dont have an algae issue and my cyano is just about gone so I suppose I don't care either.
Well hope this was interesting. I feel way more relaxed and I just don't have any new corals planned in my near future. I may add some If some come my way. I expect if I wait a few months I may have better success anyhow.
I have to update another post with this information. I guess it will be funny seeing my 1 year pics and still have a nice clean but near coral free tank.
