As you know, I believe all the testing that has been done has been done so on a level playing field. It has provided many reefers access to great info they would not have gotten elsewhere. I applaud your efforts, personal money spent and time dedicated to doing this study.
As for continuing, or not, just a couple of things from my perspective;
1.) One thing that matters is if continuing the study will cause undue stress. Stress is a killer, literally, of all good things and always has ill effects on many levels. If, for some reason(s), you'd be unable to continue the test without getting stressed then I say put it on a shelf for a little while. Nothing is worth risking your mental and physical well being. Plus, this way, should you choose to, you can always revisit it after a while.
2.) Piggybacking off of number one; do you really want to give other people that much power over you and what you choose to do in your life? It took me quite a while to realize that people do what they do because of themselves and not becasue of me. I do my very best not to take anything on a personal level other than what I think, say and do. After all, for me, it always gets back to living with integrity. I know that I do. Those that know me, really know me on a personal level, know that I do. What everyone else does is because of themselves and I don't take it personally. I also do my best to not take myself too seriously!
Whatever you end up doing you have my support.